You don't know how it feels without a best friend by your side.

People have thousands of best friends but they are happy,
I have only one best friend but i have thousands of problems with him.
You don't know how it feels now.
Seriously you don't know how fucking bad it feels right now!

Few months back i was sitting on the same spot and crying everything out alone because of a girl.
Now am sitting at the exact same spot and crying everything out because of a best friend.

I can get a thousand girls if my gf leaves me,
but you are the one and only best buddy that i have,
i dont think someone else can replace you.

You are not even looking at my eyes when you're talking to me,
that bad i am in your eyes, isit?

Sitting alone at the park and reminicing the up's and down's we went through together.
I seriously don't fucking know what to do.
FUCK , i don't know what am i doing right now.

I told my dad that You and I had a fight and not even talking.
He said maybe its for our own good.
Maybe everything will be okay sooner or later.
but this is not good weyhhh.
It fucking hurtz.



I WISH,
MAYBE SOMEDAY WE'LL WAKE UP AND IT WILL ALL JUST BE A DREAM.

I Know I Can Do It Again.

I don't wanna say much in this entry..
It's just that i lost hope and trust in my Friends and my so called Girl.
But not in myself.
I went through this same shit few years back
and now am going through it all over again.
Back then, i fought so hard to get outta this shit and finally i recovered.
Now i don't think it's impossible for me to do it for the second time.

You guys don't have to care about me,
you guys don't have to care about whatever fuck i'm thinking about you.
Just go on with your lifes.
And STAY OUTTA MY LIFE, IT AIN'T YOUR BUSINESS.
I WONT LET SOME COWARDS FUCK MY WORLD UP!


NO MORE TRUST,NO MORE FRUST !

From here on,
EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE !
hell jyeahhhhh !

AKU TERASA DALAM BHAIII !

Ini bukan satu sindiran tapi suatu luahan hati :/

Memang betul persahabatan itu lebih tinggi nilainya daripada cinta tapi seperti mana kita menjaga kekasih kita seperti itulah kita harus menjaga seorang sahabat.
Dalam percintaan jika terdapat salah faham akan mencalarkan hubungan sesama sendiri, samalah juga dalam persahabatan.
Harap maaf jika terkasar bahasa atau tersilap kata.


Aku tak perlu kan seorang sahabat yang tidak tahu ape erti persahabatan.
Sebagai seorang kawan, aku akan cuba faham kau dan tolong kau.
Itu lah yang aku buat selama ini.
Tapi kau kena ingatlah aku kawan kau bukan kuli kau.
Jujur kata 'AKU TERASA DALAM BHAIII.'
Aku tak tahu kau ade niat ke tak tapi kalau aku boleh faham perasaan kau kenapa kau tak boleh. YOU OWN A SPECIAL SPOT IN MY HEART, BROTHER BUT SEMAKIN HARI SEMAKIN TERASA AKU DENGAN PERANGAI KAU.
Sumpah tak pernah aku cakap dekat sesiapapun yang kau nie kawan aku sebab aku selalu cakap kau dengan aku dah macam adik-beradik aku.
Aku tak pernah berkira dengan kau walau ape pun.
Bukan nak ungkit tapi nak sedarkan kau.


Orang yang bercinta kalau ade masalah selalunya frust tapi kalau kawan-kawan ade masalah dalam persahabatan SAKIT HATI lah.
Bukan senang nak dapat seorang kawan yang sentiasa bersama tapi sekarang senang-senang dah ada masalah antara kita.Aku nasihat kau lah, kalau ada masalah tanya aku atau datang cakap dengan aku.
Jangan libatkan orang ketiga dan rosakkan lagi hubungan kita..
Berterus-terang dan membuat keputusan adalah sikap yang matang.
Sejak aku tak bertegur sangat dengan kau nie, hidup aku dah banyak berubah tapi yang penting aku tak benci kau.
Aku harap kau faham,
Entry nie bukan nak besarkan isu tapi untuk luahkan apa yang ada dalam hati aku.
Thanks and Sorry again kalau terkasar bahasa atau tersilap kata.



PERSAHABATAN YANG BENAR TIDAK BOLEH DIBELI MAHUPUN DIPAKSA.