Kita sentiasa ade pilihan.
Cuma ade masanya kita akan rasa macam kita takde pilihan.
Aku tak pernah diberi peluang untuk mengambil keputusan,
so aku belajar cara hidup dengan keputusan yang telah diberi.
I created my own wayy there.
Aku hidup dengan keputusan yang telah diberi but still i live it in my own style.
From that, i've learned something.
I've learned that walaupun aku tak hidup seperti yang aku nak, ITS STILL MY FUCKING LIFE.
Oleh kerana hidup aku berlainan dari orang lain,
Aku mula mencari punca utama hidup aku macam nie.
Its all about difference.
Kelainan, itu yang aku mahukan selama ini tapi aku tak dapat nak ungkapkan dalam kata2.
Bermula laa kehidupan aku yang baru , yang berbeza, yang berlainan.
Demi mencari kelainan, aku hampir hilang nyawa...
Kerana perbezaan aku hampir binasa...
But now after knowing what i need in my life.
Semuanya mula berubah..
Segala benda yang aku benci,
Aku mula cintai...
Musuh aku, aku berkawan.
Dengan pelbagai orang aku mintak maaf..
Diri aku ?
kita tak boleh ubah keadaan sekeliling atau orang di sekeliling kita
BUT we can change ourself and our fucking attitude if we want to.
Segalanya menjadi lain,
Aku puas hati,
Sebab itu yang aku mahukan...
Kelainan.
Aku berbeza tak bermakna aku cacat or alien or something,
Its just that i have my own way to live my life even if am not given a chance to make decisions in life .
Aku cuma mahu buktikan hidup kita tetap ditangan kita walau ape pun yang jadi.
Makin meningkat umur semakin waras pemikiran.
Orang tgk aku macam orang gila sbb kejap happy yg teramat pastu sedih pluss marah yg tersangat.
Aku bukan GILA, am just expressing my feelings time to time ...
Which you are afraid to do, you are afraid that someone might call you mad or psycho.
Ini hidup aku,
Ini gaya aku,
Ini cara aku,
Ini yang aku mahu,
INI LAH AKU !
You set me a game, I'll play ..
I don't care if i lose at the end,
Atleast i played till the last level of my life.
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Its your game but remember that I am the player !
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Monday, April 2, 2012
I Just Wanna Live My Life My Own Way !
Since i was young,
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Sunday, January 8, 2012
AWESOME DAY !
REUNION OF Ex-SKS STUDENTS WAS AWESOME !
Had superfun with all of you guys.
Seriously , I wont forget this dayy !
Thanks for the friends who came.
Baru je habis reunion tp aku dah start rindu korang semua balik dah.
Bila nak gather balik niee?
Tak sabar la pulak.
hahaha. Memang syokk bhaiii !
Just cant forget the moments we had together la guys.
Lama tak jumpe,
Semua pun dah kacak2 and lawa2.
Nak tegur pun segan daa.
Padahal member sekolah rendah kot.
hahaha.
Ape2 pun memang best laa.
Thanks to Aida who planned this Reunion.
Thanks to Aishah Akhbar for giving me company.
Thanks to Fadhilah Hanum for giving me the chance play bowling.
Thanks to Azam for introducing some buddies that i have forgotten.
Thanks to Fazreen who followed me all the way.
Thanks to Amer,Shahril,Aliff,Zainol,Fahmi for Lepakin with me.
Thanks to Syifaa, Adilah, Syarafina and the gang for making my day extremely SYOKK !
And Thanks to the whole Group for giving me this AWESOME DAY !
Swear i'll never forget all of you, Not even one of you :)
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Saturday, January 7, 2012
Back To How It Was :)
New year, new life :)
Everything getting back to normal.
Getting happier day by day.
Girls , Bottles and Money.
Loving this life even if it fucks sometimes.
Plus, today (8th January 2012) is gonna be an awesome day
because I'm gonna meet my long lost friends, My Primary school mates.
Dah tak sabar2 dah nie.
Nak lepas rindu kat semua kawan2.
Its gonna be havoc.
At the same time,
I miss The Queen of All Angels (Ilya Athira) and The Sweetest Sister (Nurasma Faiza)
and I wanna LEPAK with them.
Hope time will give the permission to LEPAK.
haha.
Friends,Ladies and Buddies ... I MISS YOU ALL !
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Friday, December 23, 2011
No One By My Side !
Lama tak update blog laaa.
Cry? NEVER!
Sit alone in the park ? NOT AGAIN.
Do you know how it feels when you are so fucking alone?
Everyone has gone in their separate ways and there's no use in remembering the past days because yesterday was always a different day !
How is it gonna be next year?
Hope everything will be fine :))
Take Care Every One !
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Sunday, September 18, 2011
You don't know how it feels without a best friend by your side.
People have thousands of best friends but they are happy,
I have only one best friend but i have thousands of problems with him.
You don't know how it feels now.
Seriously you don't know how fucking bad it feels right now!
Few months back i was sitting on the same spot and crying everything out alone because of a girl.
Now am sitting at the exact same spot and crying everything out because of a best friend.
I can get a thousand girls if my gf leaves me,
but you are the one and only best buddy that i have,
i dont think someone else can replace you.
You are not even looking at my eyes when you're talking to me,
that bad i am in your eyes, isit?
Sitting alone at the park and reminicing the up's and down's we went through together.
I seriously don't fucking know what to do.
FUCK , i don't know what am i doing right now.
I told my dad that You and I had a fight and not even talking.
He said maybe its for our own good.
Maybe everything will be okay sooner or later.
but this is not good weyhhh.
It fucking hurtz.
I WISH,
MAYBE SOMEDAY WE'LL WAKE UP AND IT WILL ALL JUST BE A DREAM.
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Saturday, September 17, 2011
I Know I Can Do It Again.
I don't wanna say much in this entry..
It's just that i lost hope and trust in my Friends and my so called Girl.
But not in myself.
I went through this same shit few years back
and now am going through it all over again.
Back then, i fought so hard to get outta this shit and finally i recovered.
Now i don't think it's impossible for me to do it for the second time.
You guys don't have to care about me,
you guys don't have to care about whatever fuck i'm thinking about you.
Just go on with your lifes.
And STAY OUTTA MY LIFE, IT AIN'T YOUR BUSINESS.
I WONT LET SOME COWARDS FUCK MY WORLD UP!
NO MORE TRUST,NO MORE FRUST !
From here on,
EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE !
hell jyeahhhhh !
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